r/stopdrinking • u/alliebeelove • 1d ago

First Time Posting.

This is my first time posting here. I’ve looked at this sub before but always thought that I was ok to keep drinking a little. But last night was the last straw for me. I drank far too much and don’t remember the night ending. My husband said I was cruel and demeaning. He said I said some really mean stuff (stuff I don’t even actually feel). I’m just so sad. I had such a great time with family and my drinking ruined the night and today. I’m so ashamed. I thought posting here might help me really start this journey. Day 1…

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u/MopingAppraiser 17 days 1d ago

Hello and welcome to the team! Thank you for posting and getting out your feelings. I’m only on day 15 but this place has been a tremendous resource. You will see that you’ll receive overwhelming, non judgmental support in here. I highly encourage you to check out the daily check ins and post here as much as you’d like. IWNDWYT!

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u/alliebeelove 1d ago

Thank you so much! Today has been rough but I’m grateful I chose to come to this community. Knowing I am not alone and that I can change is so wonderful. I’m still so hungover and sick but I’m grateful that it’s the last time I’ll ever feel this way again.