r/stopdrinking • u/alliebeelove • 1d ago

First Time Posting.

This is my first time posting here. I’ve looked at this sub before but always thought that I was ok to keep drinking a little. But last night was the last straw for me. I drank far too much and don’t remember the night ending. My husband said I was cruel and demeaning. He said I said some really mean stuff (stuff I don’t even actually feel). I’m just so sad. I had such a great time with family and my drinking ruined the night and today. I’m so ashamed. I thought posting here might help me really start this journey. Day 1…

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u/WanderingSoul-7632 1d ago

Drunk looks awful on me too! I haven’t worn that look in over 8 years and I started just as you are with one day. Those days add up dear heart. Sounds like you’ve gotten the gift of desperation💕 I will not drink with you today

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u/alliebeelove 1d ago edited 1d ago

Thank you! Your words are such an inspiration! I’m so ready to never feel like this again! I’m grateful I chose to post today! I will not drink with you today. 💕

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u/WanderingSoul-7632 1d ago

Keep em going and keep us posted.