r/stopdrinking • u/alliebeelove • 1d ago

First Time Posting.

This is my first time posting here. I’ve looked at this sub before but always thought that I was ok to keep drinking a little. But last night was the last straw for me. I drank far too much and don’t remember the night ending. My husband said I was cruel and demeaning. He said I said some really mean stuff (stuff I don’t even actually feel). I’m just so sad. I had such a great time with family and my drinking ruined the night and today. I’m so ashamed. I thought posting here might help me really start this journey. Day 1…

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u/stopdrinkingalt21 2 days 1d ago

I am with you, can't believe how mean I am. How reckless. This isn't who we are, lets prove it to our loved ones with actions and not cheap talk

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u/alliebeelove 1d ago

Thank you! I want to so badly show my husband how much I love him and how I didn’t mean anything that I said while drunk and angry. I just can’t believe I said any of the things I said. I feel so horrible. Thank you for your comment. I know we can show our loved ones who we truly are.

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u/stopdrinkingalt21 2 days 1d ago

Luckily I think we know what we have to do.