Afraid of Failure

[u/anuragwhosings]

While preparing for a competitive job exam, which is in mid-February next year, I procrastinated and wasted many months. I have all the material with me, and knowing my potential, if I start from now also, I can get a good score. I am unemployed, so I have lots of time, but the issue is I am afraid of failure. What if cramming stuff won't help now? People who are preparing from months ago will obviously be better than me. I procrastinated, get depressed over, and didn't do anything all this time, what can I do now? From today, I got myself a good room, all materials, leaving all distractions, and studying nicely, but all of a sudden this fear came onto my mind, and I am thinking, What's the use to do this now, which is giving me the urge to procrastinate once again.

Edit:Thank you all for your kind words. I will give my best and not worry.

[u/Focusaur]

Maybe the key is to just start small and focus on today, not the whole exam. Cramming feels like a lot of pressure, but even steady, consistent study now can make a difference. Forget about what others are doing and focus on what you can do with the time you have left. It’s okay if things aren’t perfect. What matters is showing up and doing the work. Even small progress will help you feel more in control.