I feel like everything is getting worse, I thought 2023 was bad, but 2024 was much worse, especially after the death of my childhood dog,now that I'm out of college I've never felt so hopeless,After so many years of suffering, I'm tired, I don't want to deal with this anymore, especially knowing that my situation is getting worse. I believe in God but I don't understand why there is so much suffering, sometimes I feel cursed, I know I'm a degenerate furrytard but I've suffered too much in this life and unfortunately it will only get worse.

A mood, music, a drink.

I prefer the night, because there are no obligations. Everyone is asleep, it's quiet. At night everything stops. There is time, time to think. During the day there is nothing but hurry and formality.

I can't keep up... I just can't!

I remember being really young and finding so much joy in just drawing pictures. I was never any good in a technical sense, but just having that as a way to express how I felt was so important to me then when I needed it. I lost that, for a long time, but when I started writing in my 20's I managed to get it back in a way, and now I know that there really is nothing that's more important than art as far as just living life goes. We can all potentially feel that, it's what ultimately connects a freak like me writing this to whoever you are reading it. If you can't use words, draw pictures. If you like rhyming words together, write poems. If you can create worlds through text, write stories, or screenplays, or anything else. If you really love music, learn how to produce it, because you can. It's all right there, for all of us, all anybody really ever needs is the will and confidence to express their inner experience. It's how individuality is formed and put forward to the world for the greater good of all of us. Nothing else should matter. In a reality of such intrinsic meaninglessness, the will to create is all we actually have left beyond plain survival, and we are all capable of that higher expression as thinking people. Give yourself the courtesy of allowing yourself to write a dumb little poem without too much thought when the mood strikes, and share it with people, too. Draw a silly picture, or a dark one, as long as you give it a try. Offer yourself the chance to express what your mind has inside in ways you'd never have expected. Think Bob Ross. The world suffers a lot when people like him go. The lessons he taught carry on in that any of us can create those landscapes in our own image, no matter how twisted or placid, it stands as our own unique envisioning of the world. What else could anybody ever possibly want from their lives but to express how they really feel behind the bullshit of it all?

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We're ~8 years from the end of human rule imo, so there's no time to fix this but its clear that there is no situation americans could face which would lead them to collectively doing the right thing. None.

I am so disgusted and disheartened by this. But also the larger truths it exemplifies. I have ZERO hope of meaningful reform, violent or not. It's clear we're never gonna make anything better and more importantly we never have. I have a whole essay proving that if anyone is interested. But I just had to vent here, I feel like you guys might understand my disgust.

Doomers, just like the title what kinda food do you guys like eating in the evening to past midnight if it's available where you're at? Me personally I like Korean food or just a decent kebab if it's nearby.

I used to smoke only the weekends but it’s been a while now I smoke every night, i still can feel the pain but my mind don’t, it’s hard to explain it, one night I was high and I cried, but my brain was totally disconnected from my heart, as if only my body reacted, I was conscious how I felt but I just didn’t feel it

I would let drug ruin my life, I would let it kill me even though it make me feel good about myself just for a few hours

Living off grid is the only solution I see. What's use of living like this when I know my dreams would never come true. There is nothing to look forward to so best is to move on somewhere else far away from society. Thought of learning primitive skills and living in woods or mountains and live life without any dreams or hopes. Yes, there will be quest for survival but that's still better than living like this with false hopes and expectations.

I met a girl on vacation and i had a huge crush on her, but she lives a few hundred kilometers away from me. This was like 8 month ago and i didnt see her since this day. Now she invited us (me and some friends) to spend a few days over new years with some other friends of her. We would stay in an apartment for like 10 people. The problem is, after someone asked who will take part, she mentioned that her bf will also be there. Do u think i should go? I have already told her that im in before i knew that. I don't think she knows that i have a crush on her, and i dont know how to say that i wont come.

Just look at the world around us, everything seems so fake and materialistic and narcissistic. I feel like I am going crazy seeing all the cut throat competition and apathy. How can a human not be pessimistic about this soul crushing existence?

Every human experience has been gamified, monetised and reduced to a hollow shell. Look at all the entertainment,music,art and even scientific endeavours,it has all been corporatized to generate infinite profit. Things have become so dystopian that most people are perfectly fine with profiting off of war and human suffering. You even have a bunch of billionaires doing insider trading,buying politicians and lobbying and most don't even care.

Life evolving on this planet was a mistake, without our consent we exist solely to shit,eat,reproduce and kill. Life is nothing but conscious organisms torturing each other for no reason interspersed with short periods of pleasure. Some people are just not meant to be alive.

Even if you try to look at a beautiful sunset, listen to a beautiful music or even fall in love, it's all temporary and the mental turmoil will always be back and you will always wish you were never born. Doomerism is always the default.

Sorry if the question is worded weird.

To elaborate, do you feel comfortable with the way you look now, or may be in the future?

Thank you. :)

I wouldn't.

Idk wtf I'm doing anymore

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Look at this. Even if you were rich, handsome and all the other things you couldn't have a life like this today;

Rich kids are idiot buffoons who go to coachella and dumb rap concerts, who have no charisma or wit;

There's no room in life for a moment of silence free from social media, and people just hanging out together, no one can reach them;

Poor and middle class kids are just like the rich kids but worse;

What are your ways/methods of escapism ?

I've been trying to get to the bottom of all this since I was 13 seeking out the school counsellor. Only recently, at 25, did my glorious NHS finally deem me fucked up enough to see an actual psychiatrist. I told her about what was going on with me, all the shit that happened with me, whatever. Really gruelling stuff. I didn't see that psychiatrist again for like 3 or 4 months or more. I had to reach out to my doctor just to make sure I was actually getting another appointment. Then, when I went back, she put me on Trazadone, and that was that. She says I probably won't see another mental health person for another 3 months, at least. Fuck these people, honestly. I put myself in such a vulnerable position coming forward for help, every single time, and it's like I'm just nothing to them when the clock runs out. At least the meds help me sleep a little now, finally. I'm thankful for that. The dreams are far heavier than what they were before, but apparently that's normal enough. She told me I can get another prescription that lessens the nightmares if I need it. I'll probably take them up on that. It'd be so nice for me to actually be unconscious for a while. I don't think I've slept right in years. It's as if I'm hardly even really here anymore.