My little queen is now scratching god.

[u/Any_Owl234]

My heart is broken and I cant handle the feeling that she will never be there when im visiting my mum. I literally grew up with her and I loved her much more that every human. My sould has lost a part of it. Why on christmas...i knew she was old but that hurts like nothing else. She was family and everything I loved. Goodbye my little queen, I will scratch your fav spots when we meet again.

[u/Bender_on_Bum]

My heart goes to you. I hurts so much and it takes time. But when you can look at her pics and smile and remember all the silly things she did, you will be happy for having her in your life.

[u/Any_Owl234 → u/Bender_on_Bum]

Thank you! Thats exactly what im doing right now and it feels good to see her doing silly things again. Good thing is we could all say goodbye to her and she left this world in my mothers arms. :)

[u/Bender_on_Bum → u/Any_Owl234]

2 1/2 years for my girl now. I still miss the fuck out of her, I have dreams of her but I wake up happy, and all the memories are great.

Make sure you back up every photo you have to something physical. You don't want to lose them.

[u/Any_Owl234 → u/Bender_on_Bum]

Ary it just hurted to bad to answer yesterday. It still does but im trying my best. Its hard to read that you dream about her. Im sorry for your loss and im glad that these memories are now happy ones for you. Most important advice! I just used the whole day yesterday to send me every picture of her via Email so I have them everywhere. You think my boss will be pissed when I call out of work for that reason? Im kinda scared but I just wanna mourn in peace for a few days

[u/Any_Owl234 → u/Bender_on_Bum]

If you like you can share some pics of you beautiful queen but just if you want.