r/Residency • u/worst-EM-resident • 1d ago
DISCUSSION Somehow I’ve played more video games throughout residency than any other period in my life.
I always expected that residency would be when I finally set aside childish things and grow up, but I doubled down instead. It’s got to be a coping mechanism. The tougher the days the longer I stare at the screen mashing buttons later. It’s not the healthiest stress reaction. I wish I became a gym rat instead to blow off steam. My professional life is not spiraling out of control, either. The work is getting easier. Zeroing in on a well-paying job. The stars are starting to line up. And yet I’m grinding WoW like my life depended on it. I just think it’s kind of amusing and bizarre.
Anybody else experiencing this?
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u/AncefAbuser Attending 1d ago
Through the end of residency I managed to be Top 200 in a couple Halo 5 ranked playlists.
Yea. Its me. The menace from Xbox Live.
Stress relief is stress relief. However it comes. Video games have always been a easily accessible way to detach from real life's problems. Moderation is always important. Those gym rats aren't that much happier with their lives either, they just get to cry about it onto massive pecs.
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u/jammin_jalapeno27 1d ago
Hey bro I just want bigger muscles so I can hide my feelings in them better
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u/EnvironmentalLet4269 Attending 1d ago
just hit 6mo as an attending and built a PC to replace my xbox one
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u/Plane-Nail6037 1d ago
I know a vascular surgeon who swears video games helps him with his screen to hand coordination for endovascular procedures.
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u/znightmaree 1d ago
I was a professional halo 3 player in high school (sponsors, tournament placings, etc), and I am elite with the ultrasound. Attendings comment that I am better than they are regularly. I fully attribute it to gaming.
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u/epyon- PGY2 1d ago
What was your tag?
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u/znightmaree 1d ago
znightmare. My highest team placing was at mlg 2010 washington dc national championships (10th). I won the ffa at that event too but it was open participation. I got 12th at orlando that year and had pro status at columbus but we got 17th so didnt end with a pro placement (top 16)
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u/Bkelling92 PGY7 1d ago
I agree 100% that video games help with procedural techniques, especially ultrasound IVs and blocks (anesthesia)
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u/MazzyFo 1d ago
I read somewhere that people who played a lot of video games outperformed those who didn’t in basically all on screen procedural tasks. Which made a ton of sense to me
I’m trash at US, but spent a lot of time with POCUS attendings in IM and felt like games helped me quickly get orientated with positioning and stuff
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u/Bkelling92 PGY7 1d ago
Games and procedures help you understand visual spatial relationships and META.
Most effective tactics are a hugely underrated part of procedures that gamers are quicker to recognize imo.
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u/pinkdoornative PGY6 1d ago
There’s a paper floating around about how people who played more hours of video games growing up are quicker to be proficient at arthroscopic techniques or something like that.
I know for me personally scoping was not difficult to pick up because it literally feels like playing video games.
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u/headbanginggentleman 18h ago
I used to work with a colorectal surgeon who was a wizard on the daVinci and laparoscopic cases. I found out later that he was also a huge fan of WoW
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u/No-Function-8905 1d ago
I can only work on research if I'm AFKing on a video game lol
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u/rhinocodon_typus 1d ago
Oh my god I’ve never had an original experience
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u/ghostcar99 1d ago
More positive way to look at it is that we are all very similar and together in this world
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u/_OccamsChainsaw Attending 1d ago
Bro, it's almost 2025. Can we stop calling it a childish hobby? The boomers watching fox news 24/7 is more brainrot than games.
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u/Gorlox111 16h ago
There are so many games that a child would never be capable of playing, let alone actually want to play them. And even games that kids do play have sufficient depth and complexity to satisfy adult tastes
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u/Diagnosgeek 1d ago
poe2 team here. having my passion at home each night AND a fulfilling job is the best time of my life.
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u/cephal PGY8 1d ago
I sank a prodigious number of hours into Animal Crossing New Horizons in 2020 when I was a gas resident getting called in and out of COVID ICUs.
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u/grodon909 Attending 1d ago
I don't think I played as much video games as I did on night's at the start of Covid. The EMU was shut down, so dropped like 8 pts off the typical census, the functional patients didn't come to the hospital for a while, and probably some real sick patients too, the strokes were actually down for a few days (sometimes--though I also had like 4 strokes in an hour one of the nights).
I think I had like two nights where I had virtually no calls. Just watched anime, and played animal crossing and fire emblem after patients were tucked in.
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u/dadrenergic PGY1 1d ago
Me grinding OSRS while studying to keep me motivated to read more (pathology), honestly it is working pretty good lol
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u/NeuroticBeforeMoving PGY1 1d ago
Same- intern year in psych and I have way more free time than MS1-3. Logged 45hours into 2K since I got it 2 weeks ago, and I play Runescape on the side haha
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u/Cuhhhhh MS4 1d ago
Which 2K do you have and is it worth? Haha I saw 2K25 on sale and was considering it but haven’t played one since 2K18
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u/NeuroticBeforeMoving PGY1 1d ago
I have 2k25 (got it with my PS5). Honestly with the sale right now, its probably worth it. Just play through MyCareer once and then hit up MyTeam to collect some cards and play domination/breakout. It's pretty fun. Got my eyes on the new COD too, heard that one is pretty good.
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u/hurtybirdy1 1d ago
I played cod a ridiculous amount in medical school. Then residency hit and I got sick of the toxicity and chatter. Now I have a stupid amount of no man's sky. There's something about floating through space on my own agenda that's therapeutic. If anyone wants to team up for an expedition dm me and I'll shoot you my steam.
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u/hashim3976 1d ago
What games do u play?
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u/hurtybirdy1 1d ago
No man's sky, flight sim, ready or not are the big ones now. Battlefield 2042 occasionally. I have Arma and squad as well.
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u/PeacemakersWings Attending 1d ago
I've seen that a lot, I think it's a healthy way to help reduce stress, much healthier than stress eating or stress purchasing. I personally have stopped playing video games since residency because, well, I like puzzle and detective games, and my work sort of scratches that itch? Except the guides are incomplete, and there is no cheat code...
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u/lethalred Fellow 1d ago
I take my steam deck with me everywhere. Low key don’t give a fuck. OR turnover? Let me boot up cyberpunk
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u/PRs__and__DR PGY6 1d ago
Classic anniversary servers baby!
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u/worst-EM-resident 20h ago
WE GO AGAIN
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u/ZeldaSand9 1d ago
Right there with you leveling once more in Azeroth. Also fulfilled with my daytime work and happy to have time to engage in my hobbies. No ragrets.
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u/xindianx5 Attending 16h ago
Been playing video games since I was a kid. Legit hobby like anything else. Also the $/hour of entertainment you get is unmatched.
Playing video games also made me a much better surgeon especially in lap/robotic cases so it’s not without its advantages.
I’m about 6 months into attending life and I’ve found a good balance now between gym/home/games/work that would have been impossible in residency due to the time constraints. Things truly do get much better out of training
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u/MrHouseForever 1d ago
lol I’m watching all the shit anime now.. isekai etc. so yeah, different reactions than usual, but it’s fine, so long as you keep your health, mentally and physically
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u/Gaming_Surgeon_22 1d ago
Surgery resident, I wish I had more time for videogames, haha. I’m on vacation now and am going back and playing The Witcher 3. I just got an Xbox Series X so I’m ready for Gears of War E-Day. I still need to play Gears Tactics though, but The Witcher 3 is too much fun.
I also play some Nintendo Switch
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u/ThaMiAnDotas 1d ago
As long as you don't play while on call, you do you! Fr though we had one time a resident who was not answering three pages and they found the dude with pager turned off and headphones on grinding WoW...not cool.
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u/DrEffexor PGY8 1d ago
PS4 helped me much through the beginning of residency (hematology was a horror). I would come back home and just play until it was time to go to sleep. It was my escape from painful reality.
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u/McNulty22 Attending 1d ago
Same. Don’t play as much as an attending (Hospitalist), unless I’m off and not traveling.
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u/TheRealMajour PGY2 1d ago
I played more games in medical school than residency simply due to having more free time. I had like 5 level 60s in classic wow. Now I’m stuck at 30 on fresh start because my play time is so variable. I expect I’ll have more time as an attending.
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u/EndlessCourage 1d ago
I stopped playing in residency and it was a mistake. I started again with Stardew Valley after a difficult event when I wasn't being a workaholic, and it was better than therapy ha ha.
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u/Wrong_Gur_9226 Attending 1d ago
That was me in med school. Thousands of hours on FIFA. Was not healthy. In residency, switched to cycling. Got a Zwift setup. Much healthier.
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u/Puzzled-Science-1870 Attending 1d ago
Got me a steam deck a few months ago and really enjoying it. BG3 is really fun.
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u/Skoformet 1d ago
Hey, I’m jumping on this thread to ask: I want to make an interactive fiction video game about being a doctor, surgeon, or nurse and taking care of patients. Resembling the Legacy Interactive games or Life and Death (1988). Would you guys be interested in something like this? Whether you are or not, do you have any ideas for what you’d like to see in a game like this?
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u/ayyy_muy_guapo 20h ago
5500 hours of game I'm too embarassed to name since starting MS3 year (currently a PGY7)
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u/MusicalScience 18h ago
Can relate! Played more videogames in residency and now fellowship than ever before (except maybe high school).
I think it's just good stress relief.
Playing marvel rivals, Warframe, and supervive right now!
Dm me if anyone wants to play together!
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u/BeerOfRoot 10h ago
Oh yeah. Got a prebis 60 warrior on the anniversary realm already. Studying has fallen by the wayside
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u/AttendingSoon 6h ago
I have gamed heavily all my life, including residency and now especially as an attending.
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u/NippleSlipNSlide Attending 1d ago
I play more video games as an attending than any other time. Residency ranked probably #2 though.